masalahnya dengan diri saya sekarang ialah, saya tak tahu nak bezakan realiti and fantasi.
i had lived for a long time, believing that this world is full of cakes, ice-blended coffee, starbucks specifically, with great ramen to indulge, and awesome music to listen to. also always-taste-great charkueytiaw, and great colourful lights along the road for people to not feel as if they are in a gloomy place.
tapi, sekarang, the truth is slowly settling in.
i cant have cakes all the time, i will be fat.
no more can i afford starbucks.
ichiban ramen is now really self-overrated.
music is hard to get nowadays.
charkueytiaw? hard to find a decent one in kl.
colourful lights are no longer colourful. they are just bright.
sedihkan? to not have those fantasies anymore... mcm kanak-kanak kena rampas bantal busuk.
and i am no longer a child. i HAD to grow up. i am not peterpan. i HAD to grow up.
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